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i don't want to be the girl who has this forbidden crush.

i don't want to be the girl who blushes the minute she spots him across the room.

i don't want to be the girl who ends up thinking about him more than she should.

i don't want to be the girl that is scared to strike up the first conversation.

i don't want to be the girl that when watching certain tv shows reminds me of him.

i don't want to be the girl that misses him when he's not there.

i don't want to be the girl that imagines the "what if's".

but i don't want to not like him. not now anyway.